When I look up at a cloudy sky
Does someone look down on me
If I want to take a look at myself
Whose eyes must I see
When someone reaches out to me
Is there a reason why
I need to know if the air is thin
Do I climb a Mountain of Lies
When everyone all smiles at me
With hands to extend
Which ones are safe and which are not
Do I turn my back on a friend
Am I afraid to deal the deck
For the pain that I do know
Am I afraid of the future
And the things that it could show
Another day a new challenge
Another test to go through
The wars in my head are raging again
Which side do I listen to
Am I another number
With the tasks to fulfill
There is someone who controls my life
A stranger to me free will
There's a reason I remember
That savage defeat
For if we choose to forget the fights
The history will only repeat
I've been so long on the outside
I see what I'm looking for
So here I stand no key in hand
I must break down the door
So here I stand no key in hand
I must break down the door
So here I stand no key in hand
I must break down the door